Why I Cried.

  With your head on my chest, I looked up at the sky, Completely blown away by its beauty. That’s when I felt your heart, And with every quickening beat, I started more and more to believe. To believe that I wanted this, wanted you, ...

Unworthy.

Together, we embarked on a journey Many our age do: The pursuit of a first love, And I saw a future in you.   For I was young, naïve, and hopeful, As the case with many other girls. What I perceived as a union to be soulful, ...

Sorry Guys!

To all who still view this blog, I know I've been missing in action lately; life is just so busy.  Also, sorry about the recent Spanish posts, I needed to use a blog format for some of my written tasks for my Spanish course!  All love,  <3

An Option That Started From Childhood.

When we were kids, I didn’t know you.   I knew your name.   I knew that we went to the same church.   ...And that was about it.   Despite always seeing you (and maybe taking part in the rare random game idea that popped up), I...

Life and Death

In 2012, I lost my brother; he would have been 11 and in Year 6 now. Every day I observe the Primary School during their lunchtimes as they chat and laugh and make silly faces. Some days I’m able to smile and enjoy their childhood naivety, but other...

You Told Me Not To Love

You told me not to love. You told me that I should be careful because people "switch", and my poor, empathetic self will grieve over yet another failed love.    But whilst telling me not to love, and warning me of all the possible heartache...

Empty

I saw it.   A sight that I needed to unsee as soon as it came into vision.   My happiness was gone; my lights dimmed.   The sight of you and her together was too much.   And as a silent tear rolled down my cheek,   It was...

The Unobtainable Voice

When I first heard it, I was hooked.  It was so smooth, had a special ability to soothe. The first thing that I noticed was his voice.    As time progressed, so did our relationship. There was an undeniable chemistry; the fire burned....

I Can't Go Back

I’m too far gone. Perhaps it’s the smoothness of your soft voice, Or the mesmerizing way in which your body moves as you walk, as one unit pushing forward. The tenderness of your touch? The care constantly expressed in your eyes? But...

Composure

Shaking.   Breaking.   Try to hide it, but I'm faking.   My spirit is breaking, and my mind is in doubt. See, when composure is lost, it's hard to get about.   How to move about, How to see about,  How to determine the...

Sight.

I once saw something in you.   Something that hooked me, something that kept me waiting. But now, now my vision has gone foggy.   You once were my light, but now you're so dim. It's as if you now have nothing to offer me, as if now...

Intoxicated Pt 2.

Your touch,  Your smell, Your laugh,   Are nothing but distractions which hindered me from achieving sobriety.   No, instead, I drank and I drank. Over,  and over Again.   I submerged myself, thinking that we...

I don't even know...

I wish I knew how to feel, but I don't.   I feel so betrayed, so used, so led on.   I can't even stand the thought of you right now, everything about you makes me so furious I could scream.   My friends were right, they said I was...

Disturbing Distance

I'm sitting here, counting down the time it takes - the days;the hours; the minutes - until I see you again.    The air is still.   Gazing out my window at the clear midnight blue sky, I ponder where you are.   I guess that's the...

Pieced Together

A while ago, I was comfortably placed on a shelf, far away from the edge.   However, day after day I inched closer to that scary edge, motivated by you.   One day, yesterday, I shattered, my pieces scattered all over the floor.    I...

Consuming Doubts

They are flooding my minds. These doubts; these apprehensions.   There's nothing worse than being wrong.   But am I wrong?   For these past 6 weeks you have been nothing but sweet, kind, loving and genuine to me.   And in...

Absent Touch

It's a yearning.   It's a need.    It's the deepest desire of my heart.   So near,   Yet so far,   I'm suffering from your absent touch.   *******   Your smile and eye contact once satisfied me, but my...

What is Love?

What is love?   Is it enjoying the company of that person? Is it the inability to get that person off your mind?   You see, I was so used to growing up in a society that constantly reinforces the idea of love not being for teenagers that I...