Disturbing Distance

I'm sitting here, counting down the time it takes - the days;the hours; the minutes - until I see you again. 

 

The air is still.

 

Gazing out my window at the clear midnight blue sky, I ponder where you are.

 

I guess that's the annoying that about infatuation; the fact that you are always on my mind.

 

In my head, I go over everything that I am going to say, everything that I am going to do, everything that I am going to hint when I see you again.

 

Our memories together act as my fuel, they keep me going during this long break.

 

There are so many things that I wish I told you earlier,

 

Messages that I wish I conveyed.

 

Instead, I remain sitting here, trying to deliver this late mail.

 

But I'll know that it will never reach.

 

I know that my words will evaporate into the air and become lost over the great blue sea, never reaching you.

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Comments (10)

  1. thewreckingbelle

    that’s difficult, I know. Maybe you should write it, I tend to always do that. I write almost everyday but mostly it remained in my notes, but it helps.

    October 22, 2014
    1. expressionsofthesoul

      That’s why this blog is good for me, I also either write down everything that I’m feeling or post it here :P I think my main problem is actually voicing these feelings. :/

      October 22, 2014
  2. jessdaily

    Tomorrow :P

    October 26, 2014
    1. expressionsofthesoul

      Whoop whoop you ready?

      October 26, 2014
      1. jessdaily

        noooo

        October 27, 2014