With your head on my chest, I looked up at the sky,
Completely blown away by its beauty.
That’s when I felt your heart,
And with every quickening beat, I started more and more to believe.
To believe that I wanted this, wanted you,
Wanted to begin again.
But with every kiss and every fleeting moment, I realized I wasn’t free from doubt.
Every time you hurt me, all I could wish for was the opportunity to wreck you twice as hard,
yet, even after all the pain and frustration, when finally presented the chance I craved for so long…
Because the only thing worse than not being loved is not being able to love,
And I couldn’t love anymore.